look out below

wheres that focus that drive you're known for
walk through that fire, get tan, warm up
who cares if its half empty, pound it

your life or mine?

stay away from that yellow line
i just need to know that you'll be okay
stop checking up on me...

stfungtfoh

this foundations cracked
please be careful
stay close to the edges
dont get too deep
this surface was abandoned
just dont get involved
tear it down and start over!
its not worth the trouble
spruce up the yard
a sucker will bite
its far too obvious im condemned

dont let your guard down

push these feeling into the fire
dont look for me when your down and out
my part has been played i hope you noticed
these words come easy when im sober
these emotions hit hard when im not

ill lie here wondering
would it work?
id fuck it up just like always
end up worse
i have one hand on this bottom rung
i needed your help
but now im done

face your demons its a lonely world
forget my passion and the sound of my voice
goofy and awkward its easy to laugh at
that smile however makes you a magnet
fuck my life is all i can feel
im looking for a way out but all these doors are locked
ill filter through these desperate stragglers
its depressing i know
i can fake it good enough
i can make it good enough

your secret is safe with my bedroom

its open come in, don't make a sound
your innocent eyes twinkle in the candle light
i dare you to step just one step closer
you cant resist, our electric past pulls us closer
i push my bottom lip slowly up your ear
tonight we get to know each other
you kiss me hard forgetting to care
skin touches skin and you swell with expectations
get these clothes out of our way i need to feel you
i carry you somewhere comfy, you giggle all the way
you feel like a kid again but your ready to be my woman
gently we relax, we kiss slowly take it slower
i feel you shaking, its never been like this
its been building for so long
beg me and bite me
i want to taste your sweat
you're already wet
i make you need it, just take it easy
you forget about the time and focus on the pleasure
you pull me up and push me in
our love is something we can taste
i work, you whine
you tell me you love me
your body is telling me your ready to explode
you twitch your way to extacy
i kiss your neck and sing you to sleep
i wake up, take a shower and try to forget you were never here...

alone

One or two renewed my faith
It's too predictable, my fate
Fill this hole with bad decisions
Tired of judgement and new beginnings
Why try so hard to be let down
I know this clock keeps spinning round
I'll come unwound before she's found
I'm at the pound giving you the stare
You smirk past me don't seem to care
I hope to god she's still out there...

alone

One or two renewed my faith
It's too predictable, my fate
Fill this hole with bad decisions
Tired of judgement and new beginnings
Why try so hard to be let down
I know this clock keeps spinning round
I'll come unwound before she's found
I'm at the pound giving you the stare
You smirk past me don't seem to care
I hope to god she's still out there...

u love the way i hate

We love these nights this freedom this life
Drink up you fuck it's only right
Let's keep our cool brother just take it in
Find ourselves through all this sin
Let's burn it down say fuck tomorrow
I've never really cared for sorrow
So tonight we ignite
fist fight and bite
Fill him with hate and her with lust
Fuck them all betray their trust
I'll die this way I hope you see
I'll ignore my limits... Don't fuck with me

on cloud 9

What's the difference?
Do I need to care?
Don't reel me in I like it out here

I fly high and on empty
I know I'll make it
I push too hard I always break it

One day my chest will Fail me
Everything I've put it through
It's still early maybe I'll come around
Or I'll laugh and sing my way underground

waiting

Scrape me up and dust me off I've been waiting for your love
The needs the wants the I wish I would've blind me on this road to nowhere
Death by self destruction, slow and painful, I'll run from u if you want me too
I'll dig this hole till I drown at the bottom I'll smile and dance pretend it's supposed to be like this
I'll stay up late and write this down I'll make sure you read every word
I'll find comfort in your regret and apprehension I don't need success just your depression
Call me a liar, pretend you're not afraid, distance yourself if it convinces you your ok
Sing songs of love but live in pain, I hope you're jealous I hope you cry
Stare up at night and know I'm waiting, you'll be ok one foot in front of the other baby
My heart is a lover my brain is a liar my soul is on fire
Hold me down and take what's yours